Clarification

"Ok, well, as I see it, you're a fairly self reliant person who needs to have something to be passionate about (aviary I think, at this time anyway), but you don't deal well with boredom and downtime. So as near as I can figure you get depressed being self reliant but not really wanting to be. You've had bad luck with relationships and take it hard. You don't want much to do with the social structure but have a hard time finding a workable replacement. I think you form attachments quickly, to a set of criteria I don't know. There's a bunch more, let me think on how to phrase it...As for the more mundane, well, you saw how I did on that quiz. You've told me your ideal guy, which in most physical characteristics is rather unlike me. I admit there is a lot I don't know about you, from how you sound to how you handle personal interaction...can't gauge that over text and chat."

"Hmmm. You are intent of travel for two main reasons, you don't know what else to do with your life, and you don't want to create personal relationships with people. You stay connected online and with your phone, having shallow digital relationships with so called birders because the only thing you think is worth having in common is the shared interest of birds. You are insecure with yourself and hide behind the bird guise to make friends you wouldn't otherwise make. You want to have a normal like with normal interactions but can't pull yourself away from birding long enough to do so. Thus resulting in this falsely glorified image of birder and explorer."